Wednesday, May 27, 2009

i don’t think i really love you



i don’t think i really love you. i mean i would be stupid if i did knowing the kind of person you are.
you cannot and will not ever stop trying to meet other people . you will always chat on the internet with stupid people and flirt and make sure you rub it in my face.
i just really want you to love me and then turn around and hurt you like you have hurt me so many times since we have been together.
vindictive
yes !
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Monday, May 25, 2009

Someone at work


I’ve fallen in love with someone at work and can’t stop thinking about her even when I’m with my wife. Nothings happened and it’s not going to, she wouldn’t want it to and she wouldn’t want me to leave my wife for her. It’s just at times, when we’re out after work in a group for a drink, we flirt and occasionally hold hands. I feel like a child again when I’m in her company, always wanting to be near her, possibly touching.
I just don’t know what to do, if anything, about how I feel
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Saturday, May 23, 2009

I Can’t Even Tell Myself

I’m 17 yr old girl and I am attracted to girls. I don’t like to refer to myself as a lesbian or gay. I am a virgin but I just would prefer to be with the girl that I work with over a guy. I’m just not attracted to them. Everyone knows she likes me but I deny being a lesbian. But I never say that I do not like her. I actually think I love her. She is amazing. I mean we flirt around all of the time. There was even an instance where I wanted to kiss her, but I couldn’t find the courage. I believe that she knows that I like her, but I don’t think she will say anything until I admit it.
I also have this fear of my family. They are strictly against any form of homosexuality. My sister would literally try to kill me. She has said it jokingly, but I know that she means it. She thinks that it is disgusting. My mother and grandmother would probably try to pray the demons of homosexuality out of me! It kills me to know that I “will” be disowned if I ever pursue this relationship. I just want to be with her.
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