Can't resist drugs

I seem to have a problem saying no.

If it's in my face, or if I notice someone with obvious physical tendencies of someone who's just done it I have no shame, I ask them for a bump.

Its the same with alcohol. I convince myself that one is enough. Yet, one turns into two, two turns into five; and the rest is lost between that and being alone in my bed. Feeling like I've let myself down. Again.

The feeling of shame, mostly goes with the obnoxious person I become. Saying everything and anything that comes to mind, with little to zero regards to anyone's feelinigs..

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