me and my wife get in occassional arguments about certain issues. Im 27 and she two years older than me. One in particular that bothers me is that we dont have a substanial amount of money saved up. Another problem is that were both not were we want to be career wise. My wife a teacher and im currently enrolled in nursing school and work part time with the federal government. It’s frustating because she always complaining that we dont have this or that… I try to stay focused with school and our issues but it can just be overwhelming at times. Im not a perfect husband, but i try to do my best to please her in anyway i can. To make things worse, she also has insecurity issues about her appearance. I also struggle with an addiction to porn. I try my best to stop and make my amends, but end up falling trap to it again. Ive stop for many months in hope of changing completely to no avail at all. I found that i usually result back to lusting for it after difficult situations in my life, such as my marriage difficulties. Nevetheless, a new year is right around the corner and i must do better to change completely, but i honestly dont know where to start. I want to be a better husband to my wife, become a successful nurse, stray away from porn and also pursue a few business ventures i have in mind. I pray every day that god will give me a better outlook and give me the wisdom i need to accomplish my goal; yet its still very hard at times and any comments would be appreciated. I will never give up, but do you guys think i should be trying harder…….
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Should i try harder?
me and my wife get in occassional arguments about certain issues. Im 27 and she two years older than me. One in particular that bothers me is that we dont have a substanial amount of money saved up. Another problem is that were both not were we want to be career wise. My wife a teacher and im currently enrolled in nursing school and work part time with the federal government. It’s frustating because she always complaining that we dont have this or that… I try to stay focused with school and our issues but it can just be overwhelming at times. Im not a perfect husband, but i try to do my best to please her in anyway i can. To make things worse, she also has insecurity issues about her appearance. I also struggle with an addiction to porn. I try my best to stop and make my amends, but end up falling trap to it again. Ive stop for many months in hope of changing completely to no avail at all. I found that i usually result back to lusting for it after difficult situations in my life, such as my marriage difficulties. Nevetheless, a new year is right around the corner and i must do better to change completely, but i honestly dont know where to start. I want to be a better husband to my wife, become a successful nurse, stray away from porn and also pursue a few business ventures i have in mind. I pray every day that god will give me a better outlook and give me the wisdom i need to accomplish my goal; yet its still very hard at times and any comments would be appreciated. I will never give up, but do you guys think i should be trying harder…….
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