It’s been almost 17 years since I had this man in my life.. and I still want him so bad. We had a brief, intense sexual expierence together, and it was sooo great I really wanted to further our relationship, but that didnt happen.. not sure why not. But I have found him again, and I cannot get him off my mind. We have been communicating thru text, and have spoken to each other, and we are both very flirtatious. 1 BIG problem, I’m married. I never really had a chance to close the door on what we had before… He wants to meet, and I’m hoping he’s ugly and has bad breath, so I can close the door, but I’m afraid I will become weak and let my desires take over… 
Friday, May 1, 2009
My Desire
It’s been almost 17 years since I had this man in my life.. and I still want him so bad. We had a brief, intense sexual expierence together, and it was sooo great I really wanted to further our relationship, but that didnt happen.. not sure why not. But I have found him again, and I cannot get him off my mind. We have been communicating thru text, and have spoken to each other, and we are both very flirtatious. 1 BIG problem, I’m married. I never really had a chance to close the door on what we had before… He wants to meet, and I’m hoping he’s ugly and has bad breath, so I can close the door, but I’m afraid I will become weak and let my desires take over… 
1 Comments:
I know what u mean...
There is a girl whom I've had a breif, but intense sexual relationship with too.. I find it hard to get her off my mind late at night... My problem is that the girl I'm seeing now really wants to get married... In my head, the logical thing to do is to marry this girl- she's pretty, kind, and a bestfriend. However-- I'm just so sexually taken by this other woman....
I constantly remind myself the things that i have with my gf-- and that it's just sex with this other girl... and once the sex is over... what do i have left.. who really gets me, and lets me be the crazy weird guy i can be?
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